Here to Disappear

So Long, Dillard

Annie Dillard, surveyor of moths and weasels and the frazzling emanations of divinity, has died. But she'd done her work.

Sep 17 • Oshan Jarow

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February 2026

The Enchantments of Pure Consciousness

The popular science of wonder is getting things backwards.

Feb 9 • Oshan Jarow

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October 2025

Further notes on tripping alone

The history of the Western Model for psychedelic use tells the story of its own decline.

Oct 1, 2025 • Oshan Jarow

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July 2025

Pivot Points

I'm making a podcast series about inflection points where meditation gets weird & I would like your help.

Jul 8, 2025 • Oshan Jarow

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May 2025

Two ways God might be

On the divinity of scale, or the dream of all things.

May 13, 2025 • Oshan Jarow

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April 2025

Abundance is up for grabs

Progressives should help shape it.

Apr 2, 2025 • Oshan Jarow

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February 2025

Are minds made of wonder?

I'm beginning to suspect it's strangely plausible that awareness is something like wonder incarnate.

Feb 25, 2025 • Oshan Jarow

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December 2024

Form is mind, mind is form

And other notes from a fateful encounter with a herd of cattle

Dec 4, 2024 • Oshan Jarow

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August 2024

I am still alive

What's been going on in the journalism of consciousness realm.

Aug 1, 2024 • Oshan Jarow

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March 2024

Pouring milk on my father's scalding bones

Sudden death and the sadhana that remains.

Mar 24, 2024 • Oshan Jarow

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December 2023

Creatureliness

Or, the earthly bewilderment that humans have grown very good at obscuring.

Dec 26, 2023 • Oshan Jarow

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October 2023

Resonance: a bridge from neuroscience to sociology

Harmonic vibrations are a unifying principle that can tie consciousness to capitalism.

Oct 30, 2023 • Oshan Jarow

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